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| Work is going by so slowly today! Dang! And my stomach
hurts. Probably because all that's in there is coffee,
coke, a hotdog, and some carrots. Add some smokes to
that and you've got one unhappy body. The food at
Costco is terrible! The more healthy I eat normally the
more my body rejects all this processed crap.
I had an interview today at a call center. It went
really well. They told me to call them to let them know
when I would like to start working! I know I need to
get a new job but I'm reluctant to leave this one. I
like the flexibility and I like my boss and I like this
fancy laptop, but it isn't paying the bills and I'd
like to start getting benefits. I really hate the idea
of leaving this for a call center job but they pay well
and they're always available.
I'm so torn.
---10 Firsts---
First Best Friend:: Roxanne Caron
First Screenname:: Foxy Lady
First Pet Name:: Clyde
First Piercing:: My ears
First Crush:: Chris Bourgois
First CD:: TLC but Tape was New Kids On The Block
First School:: Cornation
First House Location:: 170 Balsam N, Timmins
First Car:: HotWheels!
---9 Lasts---
Last Time You Smoked:: 3:30pm
Last Food You Ate:: carrots
Last Car Ride:: back from the bar
Last Movie You Watched:: A Scanner Darkly
Last Phone Call: Paul
Last CD You Listened To:: System of a Down
Last Bubble Bath You Took:: years ago
Last Song You Listened To:: Born Slippy, Underworld
Last Words You Said:: Have a nice day.
---8 Have-You-Evers---
Dated A Best Friend:: yes
Been Arrested:: No
Been On TV:: yes...kung fu demo
Eaten Sushi:: yep
Been On A Blind Date:: nope
Been Out Of The Country:: nope
Been In Love:: Yep
---7 Things You Are Wearing---
1:: sweater
2:: tank top
3:: jeans
4:: Animal (from the Muppets) socks
5:: bra
6:: ring
7:: thongs
---6 Things You've Done Today---
1:: went to a doctor's appointment
2:: went to an interview
3:: ate some sushi
4:: hung out in the library on facebook
5:: Had some coffee and a smoke with Paul
6:: came to work
---5 Favorite Things (not in any order)---
1:: camera
2:: my blanket
3:: camping
4:: star gazing/ the northern lights
5:: warmth
---4 People You Most Trust--- [not in any specific order!]
1:: My Mom
2:: Me
3:: Myself
4:: I
---3 Things You Want To Do Before You Die---
1:: Travel
2:: have a family
3:: chill with a monkey
---2 Choices---
Vanilla or Chocolate:: Chocolate
Hugs or Kisses:: Kisses (hershey right?)
--1 Person You Want To See Right Now---
1:: My Grandpa
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
facebook.
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| I've decided to start drawing again. I don't know why I stopped really but I always tell myself that I suck so I give up. It's stupid, I know. I'm not going to get any better unless I practice and I'm really not all that bad to begin with. yesterday was the first time I drew anything in about 3 years and I chose I human heart. I don't know why.. just to see if i could cuz it looked hard. I think it turned out alright though. I guess I'm turning Emo or something. I've started blogging again and I'm drawing human hearts. I am wearing black today.. I have a lot of black in my wardrobe. But my mom hugged me quite a bit as a child and I don't need to cut myself to know that I still feel. I just have to try to flip something in the frying pan without a spatula to be assured of that... I should really stop doing that... I also don't listen to crappy music so I don't think I have to worry that I've caught Emo. so far so good. No offense to all you Emo kids out there but I just don't get it. I'm a punk. I'm a Sk8tr I'm Emotional. ...Uh... okay... do you want a tissue or some lithium..? If you're a teenager, you're emotional. That's just how the cookie crumbles. And if you listen to crappy, 'my daddy didn't love me' music then you're going to feel crappy cuz your daddy didn't love you. My advice to all you Emo kids out there, go listen to some punk and break something or spray paint a mural. Go have so good clean fun. Why did this turn into an Emo rant? I was excited about drawing something and now I'm bitching about Emo kids. WTF?
I'm working at a kiosk in Costco right now and I'm seeing people with copious amounts of milk leaving the store. People with 10 bags of milk! Who needs 40 liters of milk that's going to go bad in 2 weeks? Are you bathing in it you regal Victorian bastard?
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| I'm feeling kinda crummy today. I dunno just nostalgic I guess. I miss how things used to be and I hate knowing that you can never go back. Nothing is really terrible in my life right now but nothing is really fantastic either. It just is...
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| Whoo! First full day taking calls! That was intense.
I just finnished my training at my call center job and had to take
calls for the first time today. i had no clue what I was doing when I
first hit the floor and i think i hung up on a couple people but it's
all gravy. I'll be better tomorrow. I didn't have to take any french
calls either. It's funny cuz I get paid $2 more than everyone else
because I can take french calls so I'm in a special queue. I get all
the english calls last to keep my line open for french calls and I
didn't get one. So I got paid extra to take less calls. I'm not
complaining at all.
After work we went out for kareoke. I sang Never
There by Cake. When I say sang, I of course men spoke cuz Cake doesn't
really sing. I still have my alien death flu so singing isn't my forté
right now (not that it ever was). Maybe I'll do more songs next
time.. or not. I'm chicken shit when it comes to stuff like that. | | I am Independent Sexy |  You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act"
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Yesterday
when I came home from the bar there was an accident scene outside my
house. I guess someone got hit by a car and was killed. My cab had to
drop me off a block away cuz it couldn't get any closer. I had to walk
along the fence so as not to disturb the crime scene... blood and
photo's being taken. It was so weird. I watched them cleaning it up
from my bedroom window. So weird. I don't know who it was yet it hasn't
been released. More on this at 11. | | |
| Work: I'm now working 2
jobs. I still get kids sponcered for World Vision but only on
saturdays. Now I also do tech support for Sony Ericsson in a call
center down the street from me. And I'm still broke. It sucks.
Home: Living with roommates is
always stressful even the best roommates can piss you off, but
sometimes you live with a psycho hose beast and you can only wish that
a black hole would localize it's self within her room and devour her
whole.
Friends: I miss my friends. I miss Chris and Ash and Thom and Wes and Jon and John and Thom
and Mike and well a lot of people... you know who you are. I have
no free time and i never see anyone. That also sucks. But I have a lot
of new friends and they're the shit too. I still miss my old crew.
Health: I think I'm
coming down with a mild case of the plague. I took some
NyQuil a few minutes ago. Hopefully it kicks in soon and I can
get some sleep.
Love: Uhg.. I think I'm going
to take a temporary vow of celebacy. I don't know for how long yet but
it's got to happen. I'm really beginning to hate sex. Which is
terrible. I only ever feel used and disgusting afterwards.I know
that there's someone out there for me, I just don't feel like looking
right now. | | |
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